Finally! No more bashing my head.

When I moved back home from Ephraim, I was pretty excited that I would be working that week. Or so I thought. I got up here, and my boss kept not returning my phone calls, and then after a long time of waiting he said that he just couldn't hire me right now. I was very annoyed and my stress level went way up - I didn't actually use the above kit, but I was almost to that point. I applied at about 10 different places and went into a ton of other stores to try to find a job. Nothing. Turns out no one wants to hire a 20 year old girl with absolutely no experience. Well FINALLY yesterday, I took in an application and the lady seemed pretty interested so I was feeling pretty good. On my way home, my faja called me and told me that on Friday I start work where I was originally supposed to! YAY! I have a job! I'm a little nervous because it is my first job, EVER. But I'm so excited to have something to do besides sit at my parents house and be bored and get fat. :)

Miss Grumpy Gills

Well, so far this summer absolutely nothing has worked out how I planned slash hoped it would. It's very annoying. My job that was supposed to be lined up...yeah, haven't started. Friends that wanted to chillax...haven't heard from them. And finally, vacations to be taken...canceled due to lack of money. I'm pretty bummed. Luckily there are still a few things to look forward to or I think I would just about be ready to shoot myself. I could really use a vacation, and money, and some friends that have nothing to do. Haha, oh well. It will only get better I'm sure!! And at least I'm relatively healthy, living rent free, and have a wonderful family! So there's still lots to be grateful for, just have to remind myself of that daily. :)

Ich Liebe meine Mutti!

I know everyone says that they have the best mom ever...but I really love my mom!! She is such an amazing woman! She is always helping us when we need it, she loves her church calling and does such a good job!, she puts everyone else first (I sometimes wish she would take more time for herself, but it makes her happy), and I RARELY hear her say mean things about other people. She is smart and beautiful and wonderful, and I love her SO much!!!!!
And I'm grateful to her mom - my AMAZING Grandma Mary Ann Brindley Walters - for having her! She is equally amazing and has taught me so much and I will continue to learn from her!!! I love you Grandma!